my name is patrick. how do you do?

Hey

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So when I realize what I lost.. Like back then was everything you saw me as. It was kinda who I was after so many years of being defined by you. So I lost that. After we ended.. I kinda lost me to. I forgot everything I used to do.. And I still don’t do them. Lifes different now I know. Can’t help that. I know you’re not the same girl I fell in love with. And I hate that you realize these things so much later on in life. I can be whoever I was before, cause that me doesn’t exist.. I guess. You wouldn’t know me anymore. I don’t know me anymore. I can’t. But whatever. Ill figure this out later..

Toke up

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I wonder if you know everythings for you

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fuck you and fuck your shit

you never put me first to begin with

so why should i fucking care

you never fucking cared. 

your never gonna be ready for anything

i really really dislike you right now and im on the verge of hating you and anyone associated with you

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i was all like my feelings

and she was like

fuck that 

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I have other plans